Hello and good evening guys.
Another new blog? sigh. Pity me for being soooooo forgetful. Its a new semester for me. Its my 4th semester in Uitm now. Still struggling for another 5 months, I think, until the final exam. Too many unexpected things happen during this few weeks in Puncak Alam.
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| me, my housemates and our friends |
Since its a new start for me and my friends, lots of new wishes have been made. Some hoping to be a dean (dean list) for this semester (okay, its me actually). Some wish for a new crush...and even better some of them already have one. Wow! For me, I am still in my LONG PAUSED session. Long paused?
"you are not move on, you are just having a long paused until you meet someone who can stop the pause" (madiha, nadiah, 2013)
That is an incredible words, came out from my two friends, madi and Nad. Somehow, I found it true. People like to say that they're already move on, or going to move on after having some unsuccessful love story. But is it true that we're actually move on? Have we really move those feeling on? Or we just put a pause to it so that it will remain silence in ourselves? For me the answer is we just having a long paused. Yes, sometimes, we remember him/her, the memories together and etc. But then we pause the feeling.
Why? Because we just cannot make it as its hurt. We can only get hurt if we still keep the love feeling for them. Then we meet another partner which have make us the most happiest person in the planet. At the same time, we still remember the old him / her (the ex) right? do we have the same feeling? NO. It just that we miss him / her, still, our boyfriend or girlfriend is the person that we love the most. So yes, we are still having a pause BUT the feeling is not the same anymore.The long paused is like an '"on and off" feeling. When we still have the love feeling, we "turn off" those feeling. We met another guy or girl, suddenly we accidently "turn on" the feeling (memories, not love feeling). As we are happy with the new person, we "turn off" it and have a happy life then. So, do you understand? No? Me neither :p
