Repairing your Blackberry 8520 by yourself (tutorial)

Oh my!

Its' have been a week since my blackberry curve 8520 fell into drain. As a result, the screen was in a good condition, just the keyboard or keypad isn't working! Still, I can scroll my track pad up and down but can't clicking it. Since the keyboard wasn't working, the screen turns black (led lights off...its because the phone cannot detect any motion on the board) and the red light are blinking. (i think it is due to all notifications I got from FB, twitter and so on. Unfortunately since the keyboard aren't working, it keeps notify me). 

BUT 

Now my curve are back to normal after a week I abandoned it. Just follow this tutorial!

*Ignore his nail*

I had followed the tutorial but my blackberry is still the same. What can I do? Lets read this FORUM.

Alhamdulillah. My curve is okay now. Pheww!

Texting the "Marriage"

What's up guys?

Well, another 3 days I'll become 21 years and 3 months old. 

Most shocking news ever, my school mates had engaged with her loves one. Oh My God! She's only 22! And I am so damn jealous with her. What a beautiful engagement ring she had. 

*texting my mom*

"Mak, kawan dilla dah bertunang. Siod je tak bagitau"

"yeke? Mak pun harap, janganlah nanti, dilla, rb atau wani dapat jodoh lambat sangat. Lagi pun nanti umur dah banyak baru nak khawin, lambat dapat anak"

"khawin lambat? Krikk krikk krikk"

"jangan khawin lambat tak elok. Khawin cepat, boleh buat perancangan....awak tu perempuan!!!!"

"ye khawin....lalallala"

*the end*

Conclusion: My mom is encouraging me to have an early marriage. Well, mom, I REALLY WANT TO GET MARRIED AT THE AGE OF 23 Y/O.

BUT

I have no "candidate" to be my husband. Krikk krikk krikk. SO, what I am going to do is waiting. InsyaALLAH ALLAH will send me a man who can be the best husband in the entire planet. Doesn't need to rush. For me, If the prince is not arrive yet, it means that ALLAH think that we are not ready...enough, mentally and physically. To be honest, I, myself:

•  are not "champion" in cooking.  
• Still wake up late at 8 or 9 am
•  still accidently miss my subuh prayer
•  still doesn't know how to manage myself
• still think that I am not pretty
•  Still think that I am the fatty girl
• and still crying if I am sick...if I am depress.

having problem of low confident due to the size of my body.
For normal malay girl, I am big. they called me big. :(

Then how to be someone wife if I am actually not 100% ready? Just take a good time and improve myself. Remember, If we stop searching for the prince, and make ALLAH as the king of our heart, HE will make our dreams comes true :)

Eat till you can

Assalam and good evening guys.

Malaysia is such a "food heaven" place. I really can't bear the foods attraction. All my favorite foods are there especially in the night market (pasar malam). Perfect timing! Starting from this week, every Tuesday, there will be a night market, at 4 pm until 9 pm (if I am not mistaken). Location? Uitm Puncak Alam parking lots. And luckily, my class start on 8.30 am every day and end up at 6 pm. Best time to finish class and wandering  around the market. For today, there were Char kue tiow, fried mushroom, fried mee hoon, kerang, bergedil, and many more. Why??? Why should we have pasar malam at this time??? Its my diet semester. *poor me*. I have been dieting since last month just to maintain my body weight. 

Char Kuey Tiow
*credit to kurniaanmu blogspot*

Fried Mushroom
*credit to Scent of Kitchen*

Bergedil
*credit to the little teochew*

Fried Mee hoon
*credit to Dapur tanpa sempadan *

Karipap pusing
*credit to 1001 cerita 1001 rasa*

I cant simply eat foods as my schedule is so pack with classes. Reaching home at 6.30 - 7pm doesn't gave me any benefit as I can't go for jogging or walk, well, its maghrib time. People are busy preparing themselves for prayer, not struggling for a jog. If I keep eating and less exercising, sure I will be as cute as Doreamon. No way. Its totally a disaster and deep frustration for me. Besides, I love to be and to feel "lighter". I love to have some shape on my body, I really want to have the "sexy curves". And yes, I love to feel sexy in my own way. The reason for it is simple, SELF SATISFACTION. Its good if I can have body shape like Miranda Kerr. OMG!

Miranda Kerr

Hilary Duff

How to get know yourself?

It's early in the morning and its totally a tiring day.

I just came back from  JACK AND THE GIANT SLAYER movie. It's 3.5 out of 5, for me...at least. hee :)

And why it should be EWAN MCGREGOR? Damn. I love him so much.

Isnt him handsome?  So my type :)

Enough said about Ewan, now I wanna share about a personality test that I did during my report writing class. As for the test, we are required to answer a few questions. The most important thing is we must write the first answer that come out from our head. (the first thing that we ever think of). Alright, lets start with the questions.

Questions (copy from my friend's blog: NADIAH)

1) u were along. walking into the jungle. SO WHAT IS THE 1ST ANIMAL THAT U SEE?

2) NAME THE ANIMAL U WOULD LIKE TO KEEP

3) as u walk in the jungle u saw a house. u wanted to go in but there is a tiger in front of the house.

WHAT WILL U DO?

 a) Walk away  b) Find a meat and give it to the tiger  c) Find another alternative way to get into the house

4) Imagine that you manage to get into the house. Suddenly you saw a table. What is the shape of the table?

a) Round  b) Rectangle

5) Then on the table, there's a bunch of keys. How many keys are there?

6) Imagine that you saw a drinking container on the table. How's the drinking container look like? (example: mug / small glass / cup or anything you ever think of)

7) Is there any water in the drinking container? If yes, how much? (half full / 1/3 full or any other volume)

8) Now you are out from the house. You walk and walk until something happen. There was a thunderstorm in front of you. What will you do?

a) Ride a horse and run

b) Go to the nearest bridge and hide under that bridge

Please answer the questions first before you look at mine below :)

Answers:

(remember, each person have different answers)

1) Any answer from question 1 is actually symbolize how you want to portray yourself to everyone. My answer is leopard. Why? Maybe I want others to see me as someone that is fast (leopard is fast), determine, have pride, fierce and strong.

2) For question 2, the answer will portray the real you. My answer is white tiger. White tiger is unique, so I am unique, rear, weird, brave, strong and fierce.

3) This question is quite important for the future of single people. Why? Actually it portrays how are you gonna face your future mother in law. Before that my answer is C.

a) Option a means that once you have problem with your mother in law, you'll run away and not solving the problem.

b) Option b means once you have problem with the mother in law, you'll give her a present in order to win her heart.

c) Option C means every time you have problems, you will find any ways to solve it down. 

4) The table shape. If round , it means that you're flexible. If rectangle, it means that you're not so flexible as you have your own Principe

5) Bunch of keys bring the means of number of close friend you have now. Mine is 20. I think its quite true. I have close friends that I am comfortable to share any problems with.

6) The drinking container on the table pictures how your future husband or wife is gonna be. Like mine, I imagine the container as a crystallize mug or glass with a long stand. This shows, I want a husband that is tall, have class and rich. Maybe :)

7) The volume of the water inside the glass is the level of happiness you're having at the moment. Mine is 3/4 full. I am quite unhappy now, with the problems i have. So its not surprising to have such volume of water.

8) Now the thunderstorm. If you choose to ride a horse, it means that every time you have a problem, you will go to your friends. If you are hiding under the bridge, it shows that every time you have a problem, family is the first person you'll refer to.  My answer for this question is b :)

That's it for the test. You got the answer. Now its your turn to analyze yourself :) 

Love matter

Hello and good evening guys. 

Another new blog? sigh. Pity me for being soooooo forgetful. Its a new semester for me. Its my 4th semester in Uitm now. Still struggling for another 5 months, I think, until the final exam. Too many unexpected things happen during this few weeks in Puncak Alam. 

me, my housemates and our friends

Since its a new start for me and my friends,  lots of new wishes have been made. Some hoping to be a dean (dean list) for this semester (okay, its me actually). Some wish for a new crush...and even better some of them already have one. Wow! For me, I am still in my LONG PAUSED session. Long paused? 

"you are not move on, you are just having a long paused until you meet someone who can stop the pause" (madiha, nadiah, 2013)

That is an incredible words, came out from my two friends, madi and Nad. Somehow, I found it true. People like to say that they're already move on, or going to move on after having some unsuccessful love story. But is it true that we're actually move on? Have we really move those feeling on? Or we just put a pause to it so that it will remain silence in ourselves? For me the answer is we just having a long paused. Yes, sometimes, we remember him/her, the memories together and etc. But then we pause the feeling.

 Why? Because we just cannot make it as its hurt. We can only get hurt if we still keep the love feeling for them. Then we meet another partner which have make us the most happiest person in the planet. At the same time, we still remember the old him / her (the ex) right? do we have the same feeling? NO. It just that we miss him / her, still, our boyfriend or girlfriend is the person that we love the most. So yes, we are still having a pause BUT the feeling is not the same anymore. 

The long paused is like an '"on and off" feeling. When we still have the love feeling, we "turn off" those feeling. We met another guy or girl, suddenly we accidently "turn on" the feeling (memories, not love feeling). As we are happy with the new person, we "turn off" it and have a happy life then.  So, do you understand? No? Me neither :p