Susut

Susut

Lima huruf berat makna

Usaha usaha usaha

Bukan senang bukan susah

Nah kau nak hasil

Hasil nampak kena kejar

Bukan redha takda makna.

Usaha usaha usaha

bukan tiga kali ganda

tapi tiga ratus kali ganda

Alhamdulillah

Aku tunggu hari ini

Aku hepi :)

Bercuti Part 1

Holaaa! 

Cuti sem yang sekangkang kera baru - baru ni macam awesome gila (wait bukan macam tapi memang) lah wa cakap luuu. Half of my mid sem break dihabiskan kat Melaka which is kat rumah Nad. Sangat awesome sebab rumah nad sangat meriah. Jiran - jiran sebeah datang ramai - ramai buat tapai, ada datang makanlah, dengan anak - anak buah nad (ada kembar 2 okay) lagi buat rumah makin meriah. Memang awesome. 

kembar: syahir, syamil *mungkin*

intan, me and nadiah

sama jela kan

Hari Jumaat dihabiskan masa dengan spend some time with Madiha. Kami pergi karoake kat Jeti. First time tau kewujudan tempat ni walaupun kita dah beriban kali lalu sini. Pastu pergi raya rumah Madiha plak belah malam tu. 

nadiah and me

me and madiha

Esoknya pula lagi gila. Hari mengenyangkan perut! Why? Sebab banyak rumah nak pergi melawat. First skali pergi rumah my auntie kat ayer keroh. Bawa skali kek sebab 23 Aug tu birthday my sis. Then pergi mana ek? owh ! okay dah ingat. Pergi wedding kawan Suraya Hani & Nadiah. After that, pergi rumah pakcik Surya, followed by Rumah Terbuka Rakina and lastly rumah Sharil. Malam macam gila pergi Dataran Pahlawan, Si Suraya boleh nak pergi beli jersi siap nama bhaii. haha. Lots of fun. 

Suraya, me and nadiah

Esok pergi breakfast kat rumah intan. Well, Intan ialah continous character along this story. Sepanjang ni, banyak kali je jumpa Intan. Lepak rumah dia. Kakak dia memang kelakar gila. Kalau Nadiah tu kelakar dia tahap tak boleh bla level 3 pointer, kakak dia dah 4 flat okayy. Hahah. Sengal jek. Dah la. Enough nagging. Byee!

Ramadhan and Syawal

First and foremost, as usual, Salam and Selamat Hari Raya!

Wow. Kejap je Ramadhan, sekarang tup tup dah raya ke 6. LAJU!

Okayy menakutkan. Tadi tengok selingan kat TV3. Berita pasal suami belasah isteri dalam lif. APAKAH? Menakutkan. MasyaALLAH. Harap ALLAH jauhkanlah kte ni dengan lelaki macam tu. :'(

Back to story, Syawal kali ni agak best. Ramai sedara mara balik kampung. Family kembar mak ada, Pak long and family pon ada. Awesome. Lama dah tak beramai kat kampung sejak atuk meninggal. 

Kat kampung ramai tegur cakap dah kurus. Abah? Lagilah. Bila balik sini, abah text "Janganlah diet - diet". Abah pun tak suka tengok diriku ini kurus. Kurus sangat ke? Takdalah kurus sangat kot? Masa Ramadhan hari tu, telah diet, jaga makan, dan hasilnya telah susut 9kg. Hooray ! Tetapi masih belum satisfy disebabkan masih belum mencapai piaiawan. 

before Ramadhan 

after Ramadhan

For now, memang nak sangat turun berat badan. Nak shape kan badan, nak dia curvy. Sekarang ni macam kotak, straight je badannya tak berbentuk pon. hemm. So, lets' fight for it!

p/s: Pray for Egypt. Al - fatihah..

the endless

Salam Ramadan al-mubarak.

I hate being sad all the time. I hate to cry everytime. I miss the moment of myself being happy even when I'm alone. It's looks like I've been accompanied with tears..all...along...

Self - Esteem

Assalamualaikum

Salam maghrib salam penuh kesyukuran.

Selamat pagi bagi yang mengalami pagi, selamat malam bagi yang menikmati malam.

How I wish my life is easy.

Well, Allah takkan menduga hambanya jika Allah merasakan yang hambanya itu tak mampu kan?

Kena bersyukur ni. Kena banyak doa. Kena banyak beribadah.

Hati memanjang pikir masalah. Apa nak jadilah.

Stress barangkali. Minggu exam pula.

Self - Esteem.

Rasanya ada tajuk tu dalam slide ENT. Mungkin. Lupa!

Again.

SELF ESTEEM.

Seriously, I hate to combine this word with confidence.

Why? because the formula is like this:

SELF ESTEEM + CONFIDENCE = BELIEVE IN YOURSELF

Blergh. Believe in oneself...what is so hard for that?

well, think again.

To be true, not everyone have that maximum confident in him / herself.

me, myself, for instance,

the level of confidence in myself is about 50% over 150%. 

meaning that I am 100% not confidence with my own self.

I have the problem to feel like I am NOT beautiful enough as my friends does,

I always think that I am too big, too ugly, too tall, unattractive,

until people can only make friends with me and that's all. 

BUT

Orang kata sampai bila nak tak yakin kan?

Somehow I need to find a way to break this low self - esteem circle.

and the question is how?

Socialize? Having a boyfriend? or Boyfriends? of Scandals?

Erkk...next option please?

Again...socialize by having many friends...range of friends...different ages,

socialize with aunty, neighbour, strangers, and of course, always beware because...

"rambut sama hitam, hati lain - lain"

Jangan semua strangers pon kau tibai nak kawan. 

Bahaya. Awak tu perempuan. Karang lain pula jadinya.

Yang paling penting, "socialize" dengan yang satu tu...yang maha esa, ALLAH.

Ini, ibadah sekangkang kera,

solat pon kadang lambat, kadang telajak,

Fardhu ain kelaut,

Mengaji ke hutan,

Ada hati nak complaint "Life is hard".

Yedey, mana tak hard nya, dah kalau hubungan dengan ALLAH tu ala  - ala GPRS je signal dia.

Orang kenalah 3G, 4G or what so ever latest technology line on earth *blergh*, 

barulah masyuk. Hidup aman, bahagia, anak ramai, duit terlebih cukup...ha gitu.

Eeee! Dapat msg maxis kena tolak SOS TOPUP pulaa !

 Senonet jela kredit camtu. Dah lah. Final oii. Buku kemana?

Otak kemana? Till meet again *chewah* Gnite !

So not cool.

Hello !

The awesomeness continues with the final exam that is sooooooo just around the corner. 

Damn. What I've learned throughout this semester dude?

Alright. Don't stressed up !!! FOCUS ! 

(shit ! ME gua sucks!)

Moments to share, moment to enjoy

What a hectic month ! Pheww ! Last month activities: Academic trip to Johor and Singapore ( Awesome) and Malaysia election day. Less talk and more pictures...till then...bye!

ENT task

me and nadiah

before start the journey

Maritime gallery

Makan! 

Sorry! extra pic for me

what wrong with them?

Puan Ainul, law lecturer

infront of state building, Kota Iskandar

US :)